Hello my dear readers,
How are you today? What's the news? Here,another month finishes( Life passes so fast that I can't even enjoy it. Only studies,studies and studies. Tomorrow it willl be the Halloween. I remember this day from the previous year,it was so funny,we have fun,we were masked,our teacher was near us but this year it is not so,She is away from us,we miss her very much,she usually has the initiative to organize something enjoyable for students.
I felt some need to write here something. I am from the ones who think that in order to feel slightly we need to put things and ideas down. I felt lonely at this very moment,it is so hard,I have no one near me whom I could tell everything I keep in mind and soul. I lost many friends (true friends - I have considered),they were my colleagues from the lyceum. We have grown up and chosen our own ways in life. Here I want to make a paranthesis: " In his poem "Walking Tall" Alan Maley reveals this idea of growing up in such a way that he makes an opposition between how fast a building is built and how slow a child grows up." And I want to steal the conclusion from this poem: That finally,when we are adults we find ourselves on our separate buildings" How metaphorically it is said but how greatly. So,about friends,I have got new ones but it seems to me that they are near me only when I am happy but when I have some problems they are far away. That's the problem of these days. This idea is unquestionable,I think.
I also state that sometimes a strange person can become more closer and he/she is more devoted and honest that a so-called friend for a long time or a relative. In the result,even a teacher can be your friend,more than this,I always thought that a teacher is our second parents. We spend half of the lifetime with them,at school and they don't only stay in front of you and give knowledge,actually they can't give you knowlegde,they treat you with much care,love and try to become your friends,they create a friendly atmosphere in order to make the process of teaching/learning more easier and enjoyable. They teach us,they give us many useful pieces of advice which will help us on our life and they love us as their own children because they have this paternal/maternal and fraternal instinct. Before coming to the university and couldn't even imagine that I want to be a teacher,but now I realised that this job is very difficult and it requires much patience and love. I am not sure that I will succeed but I think it is worth a chance to try my abilities in this sphere. So,I will see.
My dear readers,so here I must stop. That's all that I managed to keep in mind and to put down. I will be very glad if I receive some feedback from you- with what you agree and disagree.
So,have a nice week and many beautiful moments. Carpe diem!
Love,
Alina
How are you today? What's the news? Here,another month finishes( Life passes so fast that I can't even enjoy it. Only studies,studies and studies. Tomorrow it willl be the Halloween. I remember this day from the previous year,it was so funny,we have fun,we were masked,our teacher was near us but this year it is not so,She is away from us,we miss her very much,she usually has the initiative to organize something enjoyable for students.
I felt some need to write here something. I am from the ones who think that in order to feel slightly we need to put things and ideas down. I felt lonely at this very moment,it is so hard,I have no one near me whom I could tell everything I keep in mind and soul. I lost many friends (true friends - I have considered),they were my colleagues from the lyceum. We have grown up and chosen our own ways in life. Here I want to make a paranthesis: " In his poem "Walking Tall" Alan Maley reveals this idea of growing up in such a way that he makes an opposition between how fast a building is built and how slow a child grows up." And I want to steal the conclusion from this poem: That finally,when we are adults we find ourselves on our separate buildings" How metaphorically it is said but how greatly. So,about friends,I have got new ones but it seems to me that they are near me only when I am happy but when I have some problems they are far away. That's the problem of these days. This idea is unquestionable,I think.
I also state that sometimes a strange person can become more closer and he/she is more devoted and honest that a so-called friend for a long time or a relative. In the result,even a teacher can be your friend,more than this,I always thought that a teacher is our second parents. We spend half of the lifetime with them,at school and they don't only stay in front of you and give knowledge,actually they can't give you knowlegde,they treat you with much care,love and try to become your friends,they create a friendly atmosphere in order to make the process of teaching/learning more easier and enjoyable. They teach us,they give us many useful pieces of advice which will help us on our life and they love us as their own children because they have this paternal/maternal and fraternal instinct. Before coming to the university and couldn't even imagine that I want to be a teacher,but now I realised that this job is very difficult and it requires much patience and love. I am not sure that I will succeed but I think it is worth a chance to try my abilities in this sphere. So,I will see.
My dear readers,so here I must stop. That's all that I managed to keep in mind and to put down. I will be very glad if I receive some feedback from you- with what you agree and disagree.
So,have a nice week and many beautiful moments. Carpe diem!
Love,
Alina
Dear Alina, life is unpredictable and you never know when it hits you or when it blesses you. It's not easy but this is what makes it worth living. Thus, overcoming disappointments and difficulties becomes part of the process called life. But, at the same time, it also offers wonderful moments, and, to my mind, these moments are the engine that helps us go on.
RăspundețiȘtergereI, for instance, got so many times disappointed with the people whom I considered my friends. But, then on second thought, maybe I wanted more than they could give. And I don't exclude that I might have disappointed other people. It happens. This is life :)
To be honest with you, I didn't quite like the poem you mentioned. It's probably my personal reaction to it. But what I want to tell: be always open to different points of views. Be ready to defend your own but don't impose it on others. We are stuck because we want to. This is the only explanation. Those who don't want it, they are not. So don't stuck on the roof of depression or disappointment. Let it go. :) And don't change on roof for another, let yourself the freedom of choosing the roofs as you please :)
It was a pleasure to hear that you would like to be a teacher. You would be a great teacher. And I have told you this! Keep working and you'll be the great teacher, the one who is totally devoted to their job.
I miss the time spent with you and your group. I loved doing those activities, but above all, I liked your creativity. You were extremely creative. I felt lonely today as well because I knew how it was last year. But this is life :) We're on another roof :)
You know I think that one's roof should consist of many patches. Some are pleasant, others not that pleasant, but the most important thing is to change at the right time the patch when you stepped on the wrong one.
Cheer up and think positive.
Love
C.V.
P.S. Alina, it's something I can't help mentioning: life is easier when you accept it the way it is. Be careful no double comparative!!! I know it can be used to produce a certain stylistic effect, but try to avoid it ;)
Dear Alina, I am so proud of you that you keep writing your personal blog. This story, and all the other your stories touched me. You are amazingly strong young girl and I can only believe that you' ll be stronger with time and you will learn how to take your life the way it is. About friends, remeber one door may be closed but many other will be open for you. Between the lines, it is seen that you miss some people. Never lose hope, the future is unpredictible, it gives many surprizes and who knows what will happen and maybe missing isnot in vain. Possibilities and oportunities are so many, just have faith and dreams come true, you knoe what I mean ;) About the success, it takes time but believing and doing the things slowly with love and passion you'll succeed. You must look in the mirror and ask yourself, who I am, what I love to do for, looking deeper you'll understand how wonderful you are, how beautiful and strong you are and how much love can you give to the wolrd! I love the way you are and just the way you are my dear!
RăspundețiȘtergereAbout your blog, you are such wonderful writer and your words are powerful. Because of full time of doings, I seldom read your post but I find time to see what happens in your soul. When reading your thoughts, I have tears in my eyes. You are very talented if even you don't realize this.You are kind of inspiration. Do things firstly for yourself and I'll find yourself in a better place than you were yesterday. All my love with hugs, Irina :)
My dear friend,
ȘtergereThank you very much for your warm words, you are very strong,too. I have never met such wonderful and open-hearted people as you are. I coundn't even imagine that someone reads my posts. It so sad that my stories touched you but at the same time it means that my words are full of meaning which can be understood by the others too. I am so disappointed in this life that I hardly expect something good in the future. I will try anyway to succeed in my life because I have already understood that in this life nobody helps you. You are supposed to do everything by yourself if you want to gain something. Everytime I look in the mirror I am not satisfied with what I see in. I will try to change, to become more confident. Thank you for saying that I am talented, I don't think so but anyway it is pleasant to hear from you. You know you also are talented and I admire you that you can do so many things at the same time: to help people, to be happy when behind you are so many troubles,etc.
I love you very much!
Love,
Alina
Sweety, to try is an optimistic decision! But to believe is the most important thing. It requires efforts but it is the right way to overcome everything! You don't need to change, you need faith in you! You are amazing just the way you are, the way God created you... The lesson with the mirror was a challenge for me, but it helped a lot! Don't lose hope, it helps us to live!
ȘtergereKeep dreaming and you'll get to the stars!!!!!!
I love you too!!!!!